I don't want to call this a deal.

But anything more soppy would make you call me a fag. Can two people remain in that zone where deep-seated conversations happen without moving up or down the friendship ladder and not cause awkward silences the next day? Of course, this isn't a rhetorical question and by two people, I am essentially talking about us. It makes no sense to calculatingly trust you with my insight because really the only thing I lack now is someone who isn't a friend.If nothing follows except shrill toned watsups to which a suitable reply has never been invented, then why do I feel the need to tell you what upsets me each time you enter a room that I am in? Why do I take an effort to walk in your direction when I don't even know what to tell you first? That I want nothing? I should come with a sign that says: Let's talk over some coffee without becoming friends. Especially on Facebook.




Uff. I have lost all my maturity. And now I have to be all cryptic and shit.